1. |
Everything Is Important
05:06
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2. |
Track 2 (on 3)
04:26
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i never wanted you to like me
feel your hands be made anew
every lie you’ve told me
i’ll i did was hide from you
dead and gone, won’t take long, forgetting you
you were wrong, i could the sick in you
not okay, where’s the kid you thought you knew
so you pray, but what if god’s a place that never wanted you
don’t you like me
wish you knew me?
on my side
your death is amplified
you’re just a child who has lost the will to cry
crucifixion
contradiction
self destruction
bad addiction
your oldest child is a victim of the times
find yourself in adolescence
god is just an omnipresent
selfish kid who wants a present
10 percent in cash or credit
i am not a victim of my time
blame your parents— fucking money
kill the switch and— shit and honey
find yourself a— bored and bloody
‘nother reason— try and fuck me
living without living out my life
some where over nothing sacred
god is unaware
you look like me i don’t like myself
i wish i cared
only 18 weeks you promised me
see the good in everything
i will leave you with this part of me
you only see the parts you want to see
i died in an explosion of mixed media
so take good care of me
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3. |
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stars on my ceiling
found another new feeling
do you really want to change your name
panic attack
when our hands don’t attract
they only want to push away
does anybody know, does anybody feel
can anybody tell me how i’m supposed to feel
stars are corrupt
and it’s tearing me up
there is no life in heaven
im afraid of my date
i think i’ve made a mistake
“do your parents really know you’re gay”
i used to be a boy
yes i used to be a boy
now i’m dying in my only dress
does anybody know, does anybody feel
can anybody tell me how i’m supposed to feel
stars breaking up
and i’m missing my tongue
i will find you up in heaven
will we make it into heaven
know what it takes
shortness of breath
the point of my death
i will never be awake again
when we’re all forsaken
and you think you’re mistaken
cause he’s leaving us all for dead
does anybody know, does anybody feel
can anybody tell me how i’m supposed to feel
stars fall apart
and i give what i’ve got
and i won’t find my heaven
cause i don’t need your heaven
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4. |
Production Break
01:48
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you said you kept me for a reason
nothing else for you to do
everyone i’ve seen
8 or 9 more weeks
if only i could put my faith in you
told me not to live alone
you won’t survive when you’re alone
let me look into your phone
finding every lie you told
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5. |
SHA (Ego Death)
06:01
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i used to be a part of you
when i speak to her i am speaking to you
you know that she’s in love with you
close your eyes and just breathe again
but holding my breathe
kept you out of my head
she’ll always be a part of you
save your friends
don’t let it end
it ends
did you learn to trust me yet
say all for naught
you forget what you taught
me before
my train of thought
and your desperate plot
for control
you think i need you
to live past the age
from before
don’t try to stop me
i’m living a life of my own
the books that she wrote for you
some lovers some fathers some sins you forgive too soon
i wanted to be beautiful but only in the way that you thought was beautiful
say goodbye
i never lied
i lied
you’re poor and unfortunate
scars are not permanent
i hate that i wanted you
hate that i needed you
(do you) want me i want you to
want me i want you to
hate you
hate you
hate you
hate you
there will be a time
you don’t want my advice
youre alone
leave me behind
but you’ll loose half your mind
you’re my own
you need me more than i need you
who’s really alone
have fun without me
i’m living a life of my own
This is the last you’ll hear from me
this is the last you’ll hear from me
you were my sick your my disease
this is the last you’ll hear from me
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6. |
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i didn’t want to take
any of your money
and you were just a kid
who never got her way
i always take the blame
i always say i’m sorry
crying only serves
just to make things worse
i never feel at home
i want to be alone
thought you would care
but your cult and car came first
father son and the holy ghost
im not your son, im his spirit… im his ghost…
your past is your fate and
you know
you know
that i know
and that it’ll only get worse
you haven’t seen me at my worst
we never seem to talk
you never come around
you never built me up, you always let me down
the woman in my eyes i despise cause i always feel alone
i cant call either house a home
god i feel so old tonight
my cieling’s stars don’t burn so bright
you want me there, i want a home
this cardboard house, i’m here alone
you cant admit your fucking sins
you wait for me to let you in
but ive outgrown my unborn self
you told me “not to be your self”
you’ve lost control
my fucking clothes
you don’t own
a fucking home
you lost
you lost
you lost
you lost
Daughters (II)
i’m tired of giving myself away
there’s hardly anything left
i wish i could learn to take take take
i wish that i could scream “fuck you” at the top of my god damn lungs, but i can’t
not in front of you
Daughters (III)
You kept your faith
my nice new name
before today
cant say to your face
i’m sorry, and ilove you
but you know that, are you sorry too?
did i mean it? i don’t know yet
are you home yet
and god i wish i could tell you
everything that you don’t want to know
if you could only hear me
then you’d see right through me
one day we’ll meet again
but would you recognize me then?
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While my arms aren’t long enough
in your car, we can drive far enough
i’m painting a portrait of what we could be
your hands in my hair and we’re falling asleep
these are the only times i feel alive
when you’re by my side
cause you’re eyes… i’m so lost in your skies
your hands melt in mine
i find myself thinking too much
then i find myself missing your touch
just when the songs about to end
we find ourselves staying a little longer again
these are the only times i feel alive
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Izzy Barney Davis, California
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