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Everything Is Important

by Izzy Barney

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forest_frogg This album is definitely an instant classic!!! Full range of emotions, awesome riffs, and visceral noise!!!! Favorite track: Track 2 (on 3).
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i never wanted you to like me feel your hands be made anew every lie you’ve told me i’ll i did was hide from you dead and gone, won’t take long, forgetting you you were wrong, i could the sick in you not okay, where’s the kid you thought you knew so you pray, but what if god’s a place that never wanted you don’t you like me wish you knew me? on my side your death is amplified you’re just a child who has lost the will to cry crucifixion contradiction self destruction bad addiction your oldest child is a victim of the times find yourself in adolescence god is just an omnipresent selfish kid who wants a present 10 percent in cash or credit i am not a victim of my time blame your parents— fucking money kill the switch and— shit and honey find yourself a— bored and bloody ‘nother reason— try and fuck me living without living out my life some where over nothing sacred god is unaware you look like me i don’t like myself i wish i cared only 18 weeks you promised me see the good in everything i will leave you with this part of me you only see the parts you want to see i died in an explosion of mixed media so take good care of me
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stars on my ceiling found another new feeling do you really want to change your name panic attack when our hands don’t attract they only want to push away does anybody know, does anybody feel can anybody tell me how i’m supposed to feel stars are corrupt and it’s tearing me up there is no life in heaven im afraid of my date i think i’ve made a mistake “do your parents really know you’re gay” i used to be a boy yes i used to be a boy now i’m dying in my only dress does anybody know, does anybody feel can anybody tell me how i’m supposed to feel stars breaking up and i’m missing my tongue i will find you up in heaven will we make it into heaven know what it takes shortness of breath the point of my death i will never be awake again when we’re all forsaken and you think you’re mistaken cause he’s leaving us all for dead does anybody know, does anybody feel can anybody tell me how i’m supposed to feel stars fall apart and i give what i’ve got and i won’t find my heaven cause i don’t need your heaven
4.
you said you kept me for a reason nothing else for you to do everyone i’ve seen 8 or 9 more weeks if only i could put my faith in you told me not to live alone you won’t survive when you’re alone let me look into your phone finding every lie you told
5.
i used to be a part of you when i speak to her i am speaking to you you know that she’s in love with you close your eyes and just breathe again but holding my breathe kept you out of my head she’ll always be a part of you save your friends don’t let it end it ends did you learn to trust me yet say all for naught you forget what you taught me before my train of thought and your desperate plot for control you think i need you to live past the age from before don’t try to stop me i’m living a life of my own the books that she wrote for you some lovers some fathers some sins you forgive too soon i wanted to be beautiful but only in the way that you thought was beautiful say goodbye i never lied i lied you’re poor and unfortunate scars are not permanent i hate that i wanted you hate that i needed you (do you) want me i want you to want me i want you to hate you hate you hate you hate you there will be a time you don’t want my advice youre alone leave me behind but you’ll loose half your mind you’re my own you need me more than i need you who’s really alone have fun without me i’m living a life of my own This is the last you’ll hear from me this is the last you’ll hear from me you were my sick your my disease this is the last you’ll hear from me
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i didn’t want to take any of your money and you were just a kid who never got her way i always take the blame i always say i’m sorry crying only serves just to make things worse i never feel at home i want to be alone thought you would care but your cult and car came first father son and the holy ghost im not your son, im his spirit… im his ghost… your past is your fate and you know you know that i know and that it’ll only get worse you haven’t seen me at my worst we never seem to talk you never come around you never built me up, you always let me down the woman in my eyes i despise cause i always feel alone i cant call either house a home god i feel so old tonight my cieling’s stars don’t burn so bright you want me there, i want a home this cardboard house, i’m here alone you cant admit your fucking sins you wait for me to let you in but ive outgrown my unborn self you told me “not to be your self” you’ve lost control my fucking clothes you don’t own a fucking home you lost you lost you lost you lost Daughters (II) i’m tired of giving myself away there’s hardly anything left i wish i could learn to take take take i wish that i could scream “fuck you” at the top of my god damn lungs, but i can’t not in front of you Daughters (III) You kept your faith my nice new name before today cant say to your face i’m sorry, and ilove you but you know that, are you sorry too? did i mean it? i don’t know yet are you home yet and god i wish i could tell you everything that you don’t want to know if you could only hear me then you’d see right through me one day we’ll meet again but would you recognize me then?
7.
While my arms aren’t long enough in your car, we can drive far enough i’m painting a portrait of what we could be your hands in my hair and we’re falling asleep these are the only times i feel alive when you’re by my side cause you’re eyes… i’m so lost in your skies your hands melt in mine i find myself thinking too much then i find myself missing your touch just when the songs about to end we find ourselves staying a little longer again these are the only times i feel alive

about

after 10 months, i finished this album in June of 2022. it started as an EP originally consisting of rerecordings of previous releases, and maybe one or two new tracks, but i realized that i had a lot more to say than i originally intended. the two new tracks weren't enough. i found that these new songs all shared similar common themes. deconstruction, family, love, queerness, i found myself writing about the happy and shitty things present in my life. some of the issues i wrote about are in the past, like i don't think about them anymore. some things remain very present in my life today.
i think these songs are as vulnerable as i can get through writing. there are a lot of lyrics cut from this album, ones i thought were too transparent. due to bad habit of deleting old drafts, a lot of these lyrics are lost to time. maybe they'll come to me again.
i wrote the first song from this album in september of last year. it was 'the only times i feel alive'. I recorded this version of the song at the same time as i recorded the acoustic version, which i immediately released. everything else came after this song. it felt right for it to be the last track on the album.
i think i'm rambling at this point.
its my birthday today.

anyways, i hope you enjoy the album. its not ibsen, sure, but i like it.

thank you to Amara, Beatrice, Alisa, PJ, Kyle, Loaks, Mavyn, Hallie, Dad and Gen, Jared, Asher, Grandma, Seb, Jamie, Malachi, Carina, Gabriel, Anisa, Steve and Evelyn, Kris and Paul, Billy, Victor, Ryan, Ms. C, Katie, Lauren, Jackson, Mr. Sandoval, Ms. Wells, Ms. Unpingco, Mateo, Nick, Ed, Kirsten Gasca, Anthony Aguirre (the Algorythm), Jillian Gasca Rock, Chanel Milne, Daniel Kwan, Andrew Katz, and Pilay Rajvongthong

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released August 15, 2022

All songs written and performed by Izzy Barney (except for “Stars on my Ceiling”, which was co-written with Beatrice Soledad, AKA Beaa)
“SHA (Ego Life and Death)” contains elements of “The Walten Files” by Martin Walls
Andrew Katz provides spoken word on “Everything is Important”
Alisa Aistrup provides spoken word on “Daughters”
Art and Design by XS

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